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My Dog is Dead

Posted: 05/21/08 05:06 PM ET

Rooney, our elegant, black-and-white Borzoi, or Russian wolfhound, is dead. At age five. From bone cancer. A terrible conclusion, by any description.

Not big news, perhaps, but it is to me. He was the most free-spirited, acrobatic, energetic, sunny, enthusiastic, delightful, downright funny dog . Never met a person or fellow canine he did not like. (That generosity did not apply to cats, rabbits or squirrels.)

We named him after Andy Rooney, because of his prominent, white eyebrows, which stood out against his black face. I kept Andy posted with e-mails on his development, even asked his namesake's advice when puppy Rooney chewed my loafers. Andy was no help. Said he raised English bulldogs. Didn't know much about Borzois. So much for canine guidance from the curmudgeon of CBS.

Rooney was the best companion: always game for an adventure, a walk, a boat ride. He used to sit on the aft seat of the runabout, almost like a person would, with his feet on the cockpit sole, thrusting his long, bony nose into the wind. It was comical, except that Rooney had an innate grace that always made him look dignified.

Once, when Susy and I were walking Rooney and Red, our other Borzoi, in an open field near a marina on the Chesapeake Bay, a flock of swallows -- hundreds of them -- began swooping low and fast over the field. Their aerial choreography was stunning to three of us. To Rooney, it was an invitation to dance. He began chasing the birds, leaping at times to see if he could fly. Around and again he raced, in great elliptical loops, exuberant, uninhibited, full of joy. The swallows escaped unharmed, of course, but it was a spectacle.

Rooney survived surgery when a portion of his lung gave way. He recovered and resumed his acrobatic ways. When a squirrel ran up a tree, Rooney would levitate in joyous pursuit. The squirrel always got away, but for Rooney, the pleasure was in the chase.

Three months ago almost to the day, we took Rooney to the vet because of a limp in his left rear leg. Bone cancer was the diagnosis. It was a death warrant. JFK once famously observed that life is unfair. Indeed it is.

 
 
 
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09:02 PM on 05/25/2008
I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sure that although the pain of losing Rooney is intense, it is more than outweighed by the pleasure you had in knowing him.

It's not fair that dogs have such short lives while humans have such long ones. I would rather spend time with my critters than with just about any human I know.
04:32 PM on 05/23/2008
I am sorry for your loss. Life isn't fair, and even if dogs live out their full lifespan, it isn't long enough and it hurts like hell while they're gone. Best wishes to you and your *future* best friends. They are worth the grief their passing causes.
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WorkingClass
08:18 PM on 05/22/2008
Hey Mr. Smith: I'm really sorry about your dog man.
01:22 PM on 05/22/2008
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Sorry to hear it.
02:08 AM on 05/23/2008
.Everybody loves their dogs.
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fcsakes
10:30 AM on 05/22/2008
I am very sorry for your loss. It hurts so much to lose a beloved friend.
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mlaiuppa
Pres. Sarcasm Society. Like we need your approval.
11:19 PM on 05/21/2008
"The Art of Racing in the Rain" Garth Stein. Read it.

I'm reading it now.

Enzo is very wise. I'm sure Rooney was in his way too.

I miss my Caesar. I always will.

Dogs are superior to people. They love us unconditionally. Dogs are not vain. They just.....are. We can learn a lot from them. I think the closer we can live our lives like a dog...the happier we are.
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08:23 PM on 05/21/2008
Such a sad loss to bear.
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anastasiabeaverhousen
Time wounds all heels
06:19 PM on 05/21/2008
So very sorry for your loss. Words are so inadequate when it comes to the ones that love us unconditionally.........
04:47 PM on 05/21/2008
Terribly sorry for your loss. Dogs are perfect in every way. Far superior to humans. Again, so sorry.
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Rosanneofpgh
some days youre the dog;others the hydrant
04:41 PM on 05/21/2008
Please accept my sympathy for your loss. I, too, had a beloved pet that I had to have euthanized. Its been two years but I still miss him and think of him every day. The pain of your loss will never leave you completely but you will adjust to it in time.

Its wonderful that you have the memory of such happy times with Rooney.

There is a short story called "The Rainbow Bridge" that might interest you. I find its premise to be comforting.
04:41 PM on 05/21/2008
Sorry for your loss. I am mourning in advance the day I'll have to say goodbye to my two tabbies. They are in essence my only children.
04:25 PM on 05/21/2008
I have asked myself many times why we invite these fuzzy scoundrels into our hearts when we know we will lose them before they lose us, in almost every case. And then, at that very moment, one of them, as if they were reading my thoughts, would come up with a ball in her mouth, or a "woe is me" look in his eyes, ... looking for play time, or a warm lap.

While my saddest days were those on which I lost each of these beloved friends, my next saddest were the days to follow, when there were no wet kisses nor frolicking in the yard. Easy enough to remedy, ... when the heart is ready again.

Thank you, Terence. I'll know Rooney when I see him, by your loving description. He sounds like quite a gentle friend.
04:24 PM on 05/21/2008
So sorry for your loss friend. I too am a dog lover and have 6. Mostly border collies. If given a choice between human or canine contact I choose the wagging tail every time. Try to remember that they don't process death like we do. We, as humans, want to hang on. We remember and we long for one more greeting at the door after a hard day at work. We want to convey to them just how special they were to us. That despite the intermittent scolding for the chewed up shoe, we love them so much. Dogs don't concern themselves with such emotions. They just love you and they love life for as long as they have it then they move on.
11:45 AM on 05/23/2008
I'm so sorry for your loss. I grew up around hounds, showing and coursing, and your description of the their spirit, grace and enthusiasm brings back wonderful memories of our Salukis.