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Hey Dude From Cracker, I'm Sorry, I Stole Music Like These Damned Kids When I Was A Kid

Posted: 06/19/2012 6:28 pm

Well, this has gotten quite a reaction. After lots of hilarious social media back and forth, I decided that I needed to amend this with one more type of pre-Internet piracy, that of the Community Library type. A true classic. So many people mentioned that I don't feel like I can even cite someone as the source of it. Thank you social network!

Furthermore, let's get one thing straight--it's not cool when artists don't get compensated for their work. Compensation has meanings intangible and tangible, but hell yes filthy lucre is one of them, and that's how it should be. Hopefully between voices like my own, Lowery's, White's, and many others, we can figure out the bizarre quandary that the recorded music industry has found itself in with regards to monetary compensation.

On June 16, a 20-year-old NPR intern named Emily White wrote a short blog post called "I Never Owned Any Music To Begin With." In it, she breaks down her history of her relationship with and procurement of music. She notes with some wonder that she really hasn't bought much of it. Kazaa; Spotify; mix CDs; ripping music from her college radio station's library of CDs; legal; illegal; subscription model services; gifts from friends; everything except... buying The Thing and owning it. Probably a pretty typical story. She then ends by acknowledging that the brave new world of music revenue streams has some serious problems, she states a vague and earnest desire for something like Spotify but with broader catalog reach and a better revenue share for musicians--the kind of big-thinking-out-loud that is a common Millenial habit, and just seems to drive older people batty--and she's out.

Then David Lowery, a 51-year-old former alt-rock star from the bands Camper Van Beethoven and Cracker, and now an economics teacher at University of Georgia, wrote a response. It's called "Letter to Emily White at NPR All Songs Considered." It's very long, touches on a lot of themes related to music and commerce, and got a lot of attention. I'm almost 40 years old and for a while it actually started displacing the torrent of pictures of friends' children that is my usual Facebook feed. That's an achievement. I would have shrugged it off as your typical crank-attacks-kid-in-media story if it weren't for my peers' reactions.

The aspect that my peers really bonded with, and horrified me, is that Lowery seems to feel that the theft of music is a new phenomenon that is unique to the young people of today. His piece full of things he needs to tell Emily about Emily and her digital klepto peer group. He's pretty qualified to do this because he's taught college for a few years. And man did my peer group eat it up. It was all over my facebook feed. Where did they get this awful new behavior? We never did this!!! Are these the wages of Attachment Parenting??? It really started to mess me up.

So look. I was in this band called The Dismemberment Plan, that was a large-club act in the late-90s and early 2000s. We were never as big as Cracker but we did ok. I'm 39. I still make music. I make no money from it anymore. I've had my ups and downs. It's all good. And I stole the f*** out of music before there ever was an internet, David, and then Napster came along and s*** got real. I'm going to take a moment to describe some of my memories and methods of wanting music so badly that I just reached out and grabbed it even before Napster made it easy and cool. Apparently, none of my cohort ever did any of this stuff; I had some majorly goody-goody friends it seems. Either that, or they are doing that generational-amnesia thing. We are reaching That Age... Anyways, like my man Usher says, these are my confessions.

Straight Up Shoplifting
This wasn't that common, actually. I was a middle-class kid with an allowance. But I had friends in low places. We used to go to the Olsson's in Old Town Alexandria, VA, now closed (probably because of little internet thieves like Emily White; my actions had no discernable impact on their P&L of course.) We went into the back cassette tape room. Wall to wall, floor to ceiling cassettes. My God. Public Image Limited! 10,000 Maniacs! Guadalcanal Diary! The Fat Boys! I WANT TO HEAR THEM ALL AND I CAN'T HEAR ANY OF THEM. So you'd strip the plastic wrapping off when the pot-smoker cashier went to Armand's for a slice, because it had this little magnetic strip that would get the anti-theft thing going at the door... slip it in your surplus army jacket... and shove that damn tape into your walkman as fast as you could, when you were out of sight.

Dub Clubs
Me and my friend Ed would agree on what records we both wanted, go together to buy the vinyl versions along with packs of blank cassettes, and then go home and dub copies... splitting custody of the vinyl in the end. For whatever reason, our favored venue for this was the Waxie Maxie's at Skyline Shopping Center. Poor old Olsson's. It's true--young people that steal have no brand loyalty! Ed would buy the Monkees' Greatest Hits and Tinderbox by Siouxie And The Banshees; I'd buy One Step Beyond by Madness and Listen Like Thieves by INXS; and then we'd dub all four. Sitting together, listening to the music, and discussing it. I learned a lot about how to listen and analyze music this way. (BTW, all four of those long-players are great. All of them hold up. Any curious young people should steal them on the internet.)

Taping Off The Radio
This was hilarious. I would psychopathically hound DJs at Q107 or WAVA to play this or that song. I would call the request line until my finger fell off from dialing. Please Please Please play Life In A Northern Town by Dream Academy in the next 20 minutes I have soccer practice at 4!!!! And then I'd sit. With my finger on the record button on my boombox. With more laser-like focus than a Central Park squirrel waiting for a German tourist to drop their pretzel. Please don't let the preceding song overlap too much; Please don't talk over the intro you douchebag DJ; Please no ads for Jerry's Ford ruining the ending. I always kept a tape ready in my boombox in case of suprises. The day that Q107 played "Ship Of Fools" by World Party--an unusual tune in the context of 80s pop radio, with weird sounds and misanthropic lyrics, my idea of a good time and probably an error that got a DJ fired--I swear to god I knocked over every piece of furniture in my room to hit record.

Mix Tapes
Duh. Do I have to explain this one? Suffice it to say that if mix-tape-making technology had been successfully eradicated, I probably wouldn't have gotten a girlfriend until I was 33 years old.

College Radio
I went to William and Mary, a school for intelligent grinder kids and a tragic mismatch for me. But, we had a very robust FM radio station, WCWM, that was one of the older FM stations in Virginia. I think around 2,000 watts. You could hear us in Norfolk on a clear day. So we had a very solid vinyl catalog, and we were getting torrents of promo CDs. Our vinyl 45 collection was actually really amazing--Cannonball Adderly, Aretha, Ray Charles, all that stuff. I basically lost my mind taping things. Everything from Jesus Lizard to Charles Mingus. I do not know, for the life of me, how I could have stopped myself from making those dubs. I was like a crackhead--if they sold crack at CVS, and it was free. On top of that, would I walk out with some promo CDs? Oh hell yes. Although I remember once the Music Director asking me if I wanted a CD single of "Get Off This," David Lowery's piss-take of the entitled young that he recorded in 1992. (Homeboy seems to have some lifelong obsessions, huh?) I declined. My housemate had a dub of that record and played it all the time. He loved "Euro-Trash Girl."

Community Libraries
Public libraries were one of the most important--and strangest--sources of old-school pirated music. You took them home to dub, but of course like anything from the library, getting them back was a titanic mental struggle and often times you'd just end up with it in your collection.
At least when I was a kid, the music at public libraries were these sad little bins with about 200 records max. I can only begin to imagine how these "collections" were "curated." They tended to have five types of records:

  • Classical (this was most of it)

  • 70's hippie-pop-rock also-rans. The covers mostly featured shirtless, machosensitive, Edwin Sharpe-looking dudes with tight jeans, standing around in nature

  • Academic folk compilations, like Dave Van Ronk Sings Etruscan Murder Ballads but no one even as famous as Dave Van Ronk

  • Pop hit records of the day. Score! Except these would be gone within hours of going out on the floor. It was a miracle to find a-Ha, or Madonna, or Cyndi Lauper. You never let one of these get by you. A really ambitious kid could develop inside connections with the volunteer librarians that knew what was up. You didn't hear it from me but uhh... I hear we got some Eurythmics coming in...

  • 80's hard indie-rock and punk. This was totally weird. You'd be standing there in the carpeted Quonset hut that was the Kings Park regional library on some hot summer day and after flipping by four identical LPs of Chopin etudes, you'd be staring at, like, Double Nickels On The Dime by the Minutemen. I could feel my brain softly bulging against the inside of my skull as it almost seemed to speak to me. Take Me. Learn Me. Absorb Me. I actually would move past these with the disturbed and ashamed hurry of someone that just got flashed. Too much too soon. Had to wait for college for this. (see College Radio above.)

Now, all of this happened well before Napster, which showed up when I was 26. I could write an essay about Napster, and the impact that had on my generation in our twenties, and the battles we thought we were waging against Metallica and big evil major labels that were destroying music... but most people know that story. (Except for maybe my peers? I think they think Emily White invented Napster when she was 10, not Sean Fanning and Sean Parker.)

(GOD I wish I had Spotify when I was 17. It kills me.)

Music is so important to people. It is majorly important to young people. And to me? Literally somewhere below water and air but above food. And I just went for it. I bought a lot of music; I got a lot of free music from whatever sources were at hand; I just had to have it by any means necessary. If you duped a copy of a Dismemberment Plan record in college or something, it's cool. I guess I'd like to have the money, but you know what, I hope you just listened to it with even 1/10 of the consciousness I gave to the music I listened to as a kid--copied, stolen, or bought. And you know, maybe take some of the sermonizing from my peer group with a grain of salt. I think some of them did some of the things I did. Or... maybe a lot of them.

 
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Well, this has gotten quite a reaction. After lots of hilarious social media back and forth, I decided that I needed to amend this with one more type of pre-Internet piracy, that of the Community Libr...
Well, this has gotten quite a reaction. After lots of hilarious social media back and forth, I decided that I needed to amend this with one more type of pre-Internet piracy, that of the Community Libr...
 
 
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01:10 PM on 07/07/2012
Morrison; I enjoyed your post. For me, free access to education & discovery of new sounds came from ‘Radio’. Not sold-out commercial but ‘Public-Radio’ and very-cool show host’s like Ann Delisi, Martin Bandyke, Chris Felcyn, Coachman and especially Judy Adams (the musicologist) on Detroit-WDET. Apart from my endeavors in the recording industry, my method for understanding of the music connoisseur was thru ‘Public-Radio’; as the rare, out-of-print and internationally acclaimed was presented daily without the influence of Americana commercial radio. Here, I’d learn about Jan Akkerman, Kate Bush, all the ECM artists and the like; a vast ponderance.

I made use of the HQ-VHS tape format & Timer-Recorder to schedule my favorite radio programs which were edited later on. Audiophile grade FM component and a video editing deck, made the process much more pristine. Also the occasional official ‘crew-bootleg’, which you had to swear on your first born to never duplicate or you’d never work again. 30 years later, a massive music library having all purchased as I wish the originals, which I then rip for my iPod and Music-Server. As a professional & creative, I believe even though you buy a CD/DVD (like software, art) you only acquiring the right to have/use the material, you do not own it, all rights should be retained by the artist or the entity of ownership (with compensation). Digital age has forced the issue, some artists have been vocal about tracking down violators.
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05:57 AM on 06/29/2012
My only request is that those who feel it's quite alright to illegally acquire music they didn't pay for try to exercise their right to free goods at the supermarket, the car dealership, the office supply store, etc. Please?
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KikoJones
05:34 AM on 06/29/2012
One of the things often missing from this kind of discussion is the various degrees of unlawful dissemination of their music or, as they called it back in the day, bootlegging, and the reaction from the artists.

The only ones who used to rail against live bootlegs, for instance, were the labels; artists rarely, if ever, voiced a concern. Why? Because they knew that the person who bought the bootleg live album was a true fan, the kind who purchased most if not all the records, saw the artist perform regularly, and bought a fair share of artist merch. When folks crucified Metallica over the Napster thing, they willingly or not overlooked that Metallica had always permitted their audiences to freely tape their concerts and that the band's complaints were about the massive free and illegal dissemination of their studio albums. Big difference. (And of course, swapping shows among Deadheads was/is legendary.)
If sites that do "file sharing" were disseminating live bootlegs, rehearsals, soundchecks, nary an artist would complain. But when it comes to studio albums proper, well...
11:52 PM on 06/28/2012
I can remember when the first affordable cassette recorders came out in the early 70's and how we used to tape songs endlessly off the radio. This was before they put recorders directly in radios so we had to sit there with the microphone facing the speaker and everyone had to shut up during the song. New Years Eve was the best night of the year because they would play the best 100 songs of all time and me and my cousins were manning the recorder and changing tapes.

But since it was commercial radio, they were only playing one or two songs being off an album, so we still wound up buying the LP's. They sounded a lot better than our crappy tape recordings and there was just something great about owning a record.

What is different today is just the sheer volume of music being illegally downloaded. I have friends who easily have more than a hundred thousand music files and tens of thousands of e-books, all illegally obtained. And they are probably not the exception either.

I'm not sure what can be done about it. Perhaps some smart person will figure out a way to sell music files for mere pennies and make sure that the artists get their fare share. Would a lower price convince enough borderline people to pay for music to make it worthwhile? I have no idea but I hope so.
10:08 PM on 06/29/2012
Oh God no, free culture and information? That can't be a good thing for society!
01:00 AM on 06/30/2012
Excellent response! :)
09:55 PM on 06/27/2012
I'm pretty sure I did all of the above...In fact to this day I can't say I really pay for music.
I went through a period in the mid 90's where I bought a crap ton of CD's, from like columbia house..cause they had the buy one get 11 free thingies..yeah..I had SOO many names.

Internet came along and it all started innocently enough..my friends and I trading songs through email
(you HAVE to listen to this one) I discovered napster and loved it..and today...well, there are more internet radio stations than any one person could ever listen to.
10:03 PM on 06/29/2012
lol, columbia house. how did they make any money?
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08:11 PM on 06/30/2012
If I remember correctly, they gave you 11 for a penny, but you were obligated to buy 5 at full price (aprox $18), which came out to more or less $90 + $3 s/h. When you completed the deal each CD had cost you $6 or $7 which was cheaper than at the store.CH made something between $3 - $5 profit on each album.
03:14 PM on 06/27/2012
I'm an old guy. I bought tons of rock music in the 70s (vinyl [33,45], 8-track). Then, when the vinyl wore out, I'd replace it in the 80s and 90s with "store bought" cassettes. Now ... am I supposed to feel bad when I swipe the same stuff because it's digital? A lot of the stuff I paid for twice! Do I feel bad ripping Jimi's music now? He's gone but his music isn't. I know Jerry wouldn't mind.
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KikoJones
05:36 AM on 06/29/2012
Not the same, Mr. Old Guy. As you yourself stated you'd already paid for the music once already. The issue is folks who think they are entitled to get it free, from the get go.
10:03 PM on 06/29/2012
The problem is a dinosaur business model, too blind to find the nearest tar pit.
12:24 AM on 06/27/2012
As a fellow former WCWM DJ (78-82 and 87-90, I too copied plenty of music. I have boxes of old tapes downstairs. And after I taped the tunes, I often bought the record or CD later
08:07 PM on 06/26/2012
I, too, did many of these things in the 80's and 90's. I have two suitcases full of mix tapes (by me and others) that I can't bear to throw out because of the time and love that went into them. I also blew most of my student loan and college job earnings on CD's, so I have milk crates full of the things. I've ripped them all onto a series of hard drives (~700GB worth) and would never think of just uploading them all to a file sharing site, but if any of my friends needs and album or two (or a discography) of whoever, I'm happy to educate them. Oh, and just to be fair, I own (meaning I've purchased) every Camper/Cracker CD ever released because David Lowery is one of best songwriters around.
06:40 PM on 06/26/2012
Nice, I had totally forgotten about recording off the radio. A college DJ in the early 80s played Tom Waits for two hours one night and I recorded the whole thing and it changed my life.
10:00 PM on 06/29/2012
Pirate! Thief! Shame! Shaaaame!
10:54 AM on 06/25/2012
I think this article makes a great point. Piracy is certainly not new, but the participation mode is different. Emily and her peer group and those who have mastered the stealthy ways of the internet and file sharing are engaged in a very passive mode of music consumption. I would submit that this does not build fans. Its the everything all the time mentality. Emily says so much herself.

All the pre-internet piracy techniques mentioned are active and have a greater tendency toward (or implications of) fandom. The record you stole was one you wanted badly enough to steal (or perhaps that wasn't the case then you were just a youthful klepto). Taping off the radio required active participation. You had to wait for the radio show to come on, or perhaps the announcement that after the break "Yellow Leadbetter" was coming up and be poised to record what you wanted to capture on tape. That behavior has been replaced with younger folks (and I'm only 30 and an active musician and consumer of music) passing multiple gigs of music as data back and forth on external hard drives or iPods/Phones just to have it and maybe get around to listening to eventually.

So, while the new terror class (shout out to that great band from Kent, OH) are just using the tools before them, its different. its disengaged and that hurts the artists making the music directly.
04:11 AM on 06/25/2012
Except for shoplifitng, I also gathered "free" music in all the ways mentioned in this article before the Internet. Now the Internet has made it so easy to pay for music (one song at a time or by collection) it is hardly worth the effort to try to get it for free (unless an artist or indie label's website offers it for free).

Another source for my music that is not on the list was the used CD store. I payed for a ton of music this way that never made its way back to the artists. The irony was that most of the"used" music I payed for at my local CD stores in Los Angeles came directly from employees who worked for the major labels or radio stations who unloaded tons of "not for resale" CDs to line their own pockets. None of these record sales counted towards actual sales for the musicians but the used stores in LA were full of bins of them. Often I found music that was not yet out or by bands I had never heard of but liked the music. All of it at used CD prices. I wonder how many current music executives bitch about "the kids these days" stealing music" secretly sold "not for resale" inventory to these stores?
01:19 AM on 06/25/2012
Smart fellow, Mr. Lowery..!
I have to agree with most of his conclusions. . . however, the the story by travis morrison, @the Huff post 'culture blog' is equally true and engaging... he says we always stole music when we were young and it's not exactly a new phenomenon..funny, but I know I have always prided myself on my tastes in music and paid for virtually every single record or CD in my collection -- unless it was given to me as a gift -- and thats the truth. I only made cassette recordings from records in order to listen to them in my car/automobile...and if an 8 track tape was available ( WE) bought that too!
- I have some strong opinions about 'youtube' - but they don't touch on that subject In either the David Lowery essay or the 'Huff Post' Culture Blog article
06:29 PM on 06/24/2012
Capitalism and art have never mixed comfortably. There is a fundamental rift between the two "pure" modalities. All this fretting over the culture industry not being able to turn a profit has little to do with the people who "steal" music or that artists aren't being properly compensated. This anxiety underpins the broader issue that pricing and selling creative output is and always will be deeply problematic.

The eventual upshot of "social" and artistic global digital dispersion is that the social and the artistic will (re)folk-ify. The cultural value of mass communication has always been nebulous, and now that individuals are a more integral part of the mass stream, the value of their contributions (artistic or otherwise) has joined the soup. At the same time, as computers enable more sophisticated art production for a greater and greater number of people, the volume of good creative output will continue to increase and the idea of selling it will seem even more absurd than it already does. The logical move is a sort of computer-enhanced return to a "folk" model of artistic production and reception- sharing, place, immediate community, etc. will replace profit-driven mechanisms. All of this is already underway of course.
01:09 AM on 06/24/2012
I think the invention of the MP3 just changed things. A capitalist economy is ruled by supply and demand. If the supply of a thing becomes infinite, you can't expect that not to effect it's value in dollars. If you can't get everyone who listens to your music to give you money either your music isn't valued enough or you need to lighten up. Life's not fair and not everyone can make a living doing the thing they love. I'm not concerned that people will stop making music because plenty musicians have proven by either being popular enough to consistently tour/sell merchendise/etc. or willing to do other things on the side. The world is changing.
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05:41 AM on 06/29/2012
If a product or service has become obsolete and folks are no longer willing to pay for it, that's one thing. However, for there to be more demand than ever but the purveyor of the product/service not to be compensated b/c an illegal way to bypass payment has been established--while other do profit monetarily from the product/service--is unacceptable.
10:12 PM on 06/23/2012
I am 64 and always been a music junkie. Started buying albums in the 60s: rock, jazz,classical. Albums were an extravagance as an educator with 3 kids. When cassettes came I bought tapes to copy my music to listen in my car but buying was still a thrill. When CDs came out there was favorite music I wanted on CD plus new music but a CD cost $20. I might not be sure I wanted the whole album but I had to lay out the money to find out. How many times did I have to spend money to listen to the same piece of music? When Napster came I could download songs to listen to before I decided to buy. I downloaded songs but always bought music, especially less popular music. I listened to musicans I never would have heard if I had to buy first. The industry did not see the writing on the wall. The disparity between the high cost of legally buying music and the ease of getting it free became greater. I took advantage of free downloads. When Amazon started selling cheaper CDs and even cheaper downloads the cost seemed to approach reasonable. I now don’t remember the last time I downloaded protected music.I may be different than many younger listeners who never had the habit of purchasing music but I probably wouldn’t have dipped into the free stream at all if the industry had presented reasonable alternatives.