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Nathan Troutman Blumenshine: Finding Sanctuary In The Wilds Of Creation

Posted: 07/24/2012 7:24 am

Who evolves spiritually? Is it up to old, wise men in caves, preachers in mega churches, or the best-selling new age authors? All of the world's religions are converging on our shores for the first time: Buddhism, Islam, Hinduism, Christianity, Judaism, and more. Maybe, just maybe, it's the young people who are waking up? In this culture, people's spiritual lives tend to be either very public or very private and rarely do they share the inner, guiding parts of life. So, here are stories of seeking, confusion and discovery as experienced by us. You know, the ones plugged into smartphones and meeting friends for drinks. Listen as we open our hearts. See for yourself. Are we lost to the well entertained and superficial, or is there a secret life of deeper longing and curiosity that may just help save us all?
If you are a young adult (18-35 years old) interested in sharing your spiritual story of discovery, send an email to wakingyouth@gmail.com


The mosquitoes biting into my shoulder blades must be the kind without the anesthetic in their saliva. They linger with such confidence. It seems they must know that there is no way I can slap them without taking my hands off the gunwales of the 80-pound wood canvas canoe I am carrying. My shoulders ache from the weight of the boat and my right foot is sore from the rock that's been lodged in my boot since the beginning of the portage. On top of that, it's a scorcher. I am sunburned from several days of paddling on the open lake and each drop of sweat feels like a needle in my skin.

Maybe this isn't the typical way to begin a story about faith -- especially since my story is one of joy rather than suffering. And it's true, I could tell you about reaching the summit of Cotopaxi, a glacier rimmed volcano in the Ecuadoran Andes, in time to watch the sunrise from 19,000 feet. Or I could tell you about paddling with beluga whales during a 40-day canoe trip near the Arctic Ocean. But faith is about more than splendor. My faith, my spirituality, my religion -- call it what you will -- is about connection.

And, right now, I could not be more connected to the mosquitoes driving their stingers into my skin.

I can see the end of the trail and the sight of the lake inspires me to make my final push. The mosquitoes are still there, and so is the sunburn, but as I approach the shoreline there is something else. I step into the thick mud with the canoe still on my shoulders. The water swirls around my ankles and fills my boots. The cool relief spirals up my legs, through my spine, and into my aching shoulders. Wading out clear of any rocks, I could unburden myself of the heavy load but not quite yet. First, I offer up a silent prayer.

The feeling of the water, only up to my shins, engulfs my entire body. It connects me to the life that I have spent in and around this lake and forest. I recall beautiful memories from my youth. I can see the morning mist starting to lift as I navigate the rocky shore to take a early dip and I can feel the shock of jumping through the ice after sweating it out in the sauna.

Swiftly, the memories pass and I am present again. I smell the red pines warming in the sun and I hear the cries of excitement from my traveling companions as they approach the landing, bearing their own heavy loads.

All of these experiences come to me while the water washes over my ankles. It is as if the lake has stored my whole life in its depths. But it is not just my story: I feel connected to a soul much greater than my own. The thousands of others who have paddled this lake and camped on its shores are also there. In my heart I know that I am connected to them all.

Spirituality is a big part of my life. I go to church every Sunday, I wear a silver cross around my neck, and I pray before every meal. But these actions are not what it means for me to be spiritual, they simply remind me of my faith. My faith comes from the wilderness.

So why am I a Christian if my most powerful spiritual experiences happen in nature? My faith tells me to follow Jesus by loving my neighbor as myself. I want my faith to guide me in everything that I do. Too often though, because of my busy schedule, distractions on TV or worries about the future, I feel disconnected from my surroundings and even myself. Being in the wild teaches me to be aware of everything around me, so that I can live compassionately. For me, there are no tests of faith in the woods, only affirmations. Stepping into the lake, my distractions fade and I have clear focus.

I can see that the lake I am standing in is part of an important system that gives life and beauty. The water lapping onto my shins makes me a part of it too. It makes me feel like I am a small but significant part of all Creation. Connected, without distractions, as I am in this lake, it is not difficult to think of loving my neighbor.

I take a couple more steps away from shore. I flip down the canoe. Ripples spread outward on the diamond-sparkle surface of Burntside Lake. I am the wealthiest man in the world. There is nothing that I desire more than what I have in this moment. I dive in.

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Who evolves spiritually? Is it up to old, wise men in caves, preachers in mega churches, or the best-selling new age authors? All of the world's religions are converging on our shores for the first ti...
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07:38 AM on 07/25/2012
I, too, am always drawn back to the lake, which is one of the most peaceful places I know. Whatever the reasons and conclusions of the author, this is well written and very descriptive. Stop criticizing, folks. Maybe it's you who have missed out on the author's peace and contentment of the soul.
06:42 AM on 07/25/2012
Christ preaching, teaching, called also the Teacher of Righteousness, taught the God Sanctuary is even closer, it dwells right within you. Peace
04:51 AM on 07/25/2012
I've always felt close to God in nature. Either riding a trail on a mountain bike, or kayaking on a local lake. God is all around us. You people that have angry replies to this story are just angry at God for your troubled existences. Just accept that God loves you anyway...
01:45 AM on 07/25/2012
I personally ONLY worship and pray outside. It's the only place that I know for sure was made by God.
06:47 AM on 07/25/2012
The place that I know for certain, that was made by God, dwells right within you. The written Bible story of one who purchased a field to harvest and who found a great pearl, that was not found by the owner of that field before him. Find that great pearl within. Peace
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12:35 AM on 07/25/2012
The story sounded nice at first but when you get to the religion it is a real turn off repulsive.
People are sick of hearing this!This is baiting people who click on the story thinking it is a normal story! Then it gets repulsive through the story. If your going to have links to story's around a religion especially one that is hateful. Please warn people in the title, who are offend by this so they will pass it by spare us please HP!
02:52 AM on 07/25/2012
I agree!
05:24 AM on 07/25/2012
You're in the religion section...
04:46 PM on 07/25/2012
Valid point!
I was expecting something more along the lines of a shamanic journey rather than fundamentalist preaching.
Of course, I should have checked the header first.
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09:14 AM on 07/26/2012
hello annie, I've written the same thing a number of times, I see you are a new commenter in the Religion section, fanned ya, I'm a bit disappointed in the Christian part of it, not much bible discussion, and a lot of things like HIV-Aids and LGBT

here is one of mine to see where I am coming from:

https://sites.google.com/site/thegoalofyourfaith/
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12:07 AM on 07/25/2012
Nice canoe.
11:12 PM on 07/24/2012
Quote: The mosquitoes biting into my shoulder blades must be the kind without the anesthetic in their saliva.,,,My shoulders ache from the weight of the boat and my right foot is sore from the rock that's been lodged in my boot since the beginning of the portage... I am sunburned from several days of paddling on the open lake... End quote.

This guy doesn't have sense enough to come in out of the rain. Stop the trek. Use mosquito repellent and apply some sunscreen. Pad your shoulders a bit before you heft the canoe back onto them. Empty your shoe, for crying out loud...

Small wonder you rely so much on your "spiritual" journey. You haven't got any common sense.
06:18 AM on 07/25/2012
wow that was marvelous glad it read all that made the hate for the story disappear
07:39 AM on 07/25/2012
Could you possibly write one sentence that made sense?
07:07 AM on 07/25/2012
Maybe all are missing the spiritual message of ones story? Mother Earth from which we all have been given birth from the fruit of her womb? Are we not made of matter, minerals, 98% water? Mother Earth, Mother Nature, protects us, nourishes us, feeds us, shelters us, teaches us, clothes us, provides all needs for all Human life in all forms to continue to exist, as we know it?  Like we do not live outside the Universe, we live In the Universe, not separated from. Peace
07:38 AM on 07/25/2012
Perhaps the spiritual message would have been more believable if the guy hadn't been whining about little problems he could have easily fixed or prevented.
10:56 PM on 07/24/2012
I was going to Silverton Colorado and do some hiking and camping at Ice Lake Basin look it up the pictures are gorgeous. Instead I got into a car wreck on the Navajo Indian reservation north of Flagstaff. God had other plans for me what it is I don't Know. I am blessed with a new car and from going through the experience and I have no hard feelings against the person who rear ended me. Without knowing Jesus in my heart my attitude might have been worse. I'm thankful for His peace nd joy especially during troublesome times.
10:41 PM on 07/24/2012
I just spent 3 hours by, and in a stream near Golden CO. I totally understand what he is saying, and that is EXACTLY why I go there. Water never stops moving, and carries my problems away. He's pretty cute ;-)
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05:47 AM on 07/25/2012
ur not
07:09 AM on 07/25/2012
Water is a living being, because it does not have a body like ours, it also never stops moving. Peace
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whirlpool
founder walnut tree congregation
10:15 PM on 07/24/2012
Sometimes my father and I when camping in the wilds of Oregon would get into the tent only to find mosquitoes on the inside. He used to light a candle and singe them one by one. We knew we were in trouble one night when a mosquito turned around and blew the candle out.
11:21 PM on 07/24/2012
Funny/Annoying Meter Reading:

Funny-------------------------|--Annoying
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whirlpool
founder walnut tree congregation
10:33 AM on 07/25/2012
The mosquitoes were pretty annoying alright.  
10:01 PM on 07/24/2012
Ahhhh...wilderness. Wilderness has affirmed and upheld the faith of many through history including Christ. I applaud this young man's connection to the wilderness as a reflection and affirmation of his faith. No, not all need the wilderness, but it sure can invoke the peace that passeth understanding that Christ spoke of. After time spent in the wilderness we can carry that peace into the busy world of daily stress and distraction, and let that peace shine in all our interactions. Thanks Nathan, you are treading in the footsteps of many Godly people who have come before and who also walk with you! (And I love the way the yellow flower next to your should nods in connected agreement!)
09:22 PM on 07/24/2012
People who are religious spend their whole lives looking somewhere else for meaning, waiting for someone to bestow it on them. People who are spiritual know the meaning is already within.
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Ami Toben
Plenty more where that came from
09:13 PM on 07/24/2012
Why don't you believe in god?
http://www.examiner.com/article/why-don-t-you-believe-god?cid=db_articles
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Cindbird
Using my head for something other than a hat rack.
12:35 AM on 07/25/2012
The fact that he said he wears a cross around his neck and goes to church every Sunday means he DOES believe in God.
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Ami Toben
Plenty more where that came from
09:30 AM on 07/25/2012
LOL.
Read the article.
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kellyboy
Would the last one to leave please turn out the li
08:22 PM on 07/24/2012
I'm not so sure that Religion is a good thing. But I do however think that being in love with God is. I go to a house of worship on Sundays. But not because I fear hell but because I enjoy trying to learn more about God. Pilot did what he had to do in order for Christ to fulfill his journey to the cross. There is nothing wrong with getting angry. Jesus got angry in the temple, turned over tables and such. As far as are you going to go to hell? Well you said you believe in Jesus. So if you have accepted him as your saviour you should be just fine, your soul that is. But your body will in fact just disappear. You can pray in a boat. But you can also fish in a house of worship. That is if you are trying to lead someone to God. Jesus told some of his deciples to leave their nets and come follow me and I will make you fishers of men. To be a Christian is to be like Christ. Since none of us are then it must be a journey to become one. I don't know just my thoughts.
07:39 PM on 07/24/2012
Religion is for people who fear Hell......Spirituality is for those who have lived through it! Become the master of your own destiny......not a slave to your fears!!!
08:06 PM on 07/24/2012
Do Not Fear Hell......Fear God Almighty,Who Made Both,,Heaven And Hell, For Those Who Either Believe Or Dis-Believe....
09:20 PM on 07/24/2012
I don't want to believe, I want to know. Too bad your god supposedly created me and chose to send me to hell, knowing full well I wouldn't believe he existed. How sick is that? It is not my fault that he hides. Damn him! Either way, I loath at the idea of having to fear and worship something forever.
11:21 PM on 07/24/2012
Do Not Fear The Caps Lock Key At The Beginning Of Every Word You Type
09:20 PM on 07/24/2012
Well said!