12/12/2011 03:35 pm ET Updated Dec 06, 2017

Sara Leal Just Wants Life To Go Back To Normal After Ashton Kutcher Affair

By now, everyone knows the story of Ashton Kutcher's lurid hot tub affair with 22-year-old Sara Leal, and the sad falling out with wife-of-six-years Demi Moore, who filed for divorce from Kutcher in November. Now Leal, who initially came forward with the news, is expressing remorse for how the situation has sent her life into upheaval.

"I had no idea what I was getting myself into... It might have seemed like I was asking for it, but I wasn't. My dad wouldn't even talk to me," Leal told FOX411.com.

In October, Leal told US Weekly that she and Kutcher, 33, had had unprotected sex at the actor's Hard Rock hotel suite in San Diego on September 24th -- savagely, the same day of Kutcher's sixth anniversary with Moore, 49.

"He lost his towel and I took my robe off... Then we had sex ... He was good," she said of the "Two and a Half Men" actor.

But being the other woman in a tabloid-obsessed culture had its consequences, among them, being fired from her job as an administrative assistant, being kicked out of her apartment and losing a few friends in the process. Leal -- who suggests she was humiliated by leaked photographs of her partying and disturbing phone calls in the months that followed -- insists that she couldn't have predicted the resulting media storm.

"I don't watch television and I read very few magazines. It never crossed my mind that he was married... He was a good-looking guy and it was stupid. When people say to me 'I can't believe you did that' I want to say back that most 22-year-old girls in my position would have done the same thing," Leal said.

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