Lindsey Stirling appeared on Season 5 of āAmericaās Got Talentā ā a whopping eight years ago. Since competing on the show, sheās gone on to tour the world and amassed more than two billion views on YouTube. Last year, she snagged the best-selling new Christmas album with āWarmer in the Winter.ā
But recently, the producers of āAmericaās Got Talentā gave her a ring, she said. They wanted Stirling to return to the āAGTā stage to compete in āThe Champions,ā a spinoff of the variety competition, which finds previous contenders from seasons 1 - 13 facing off against one another.
āIt was really funny because they called me, and I thought maybe they wanted me to be a guest performer or something and I literally, my jaw kind of dropped,ā she told HuffPost at Build Series. āThey were like, āWe want to invite you back on Americaās Got Talent.ā And I was like, āThank you. I donāt mean to be rude, but I would never come back to compete. Like, Iām sorry I do really well on my own now. I tour the world. Thank you, but absolutely not.ā It was a funny moment for me.ā
When Stirling appeared on the series in 2010, she received some harsh criticism from the judges who doubted whether she was ready to be a full-fledged dancing violinist. āYouāre not untalented, but youāre not good enough, I donāt think, to get away with flying through the air and trying to play the violin at the same time,ā judge Piers Morgan told Stirling at the time.
Now with some hindsight, Stirling realizes Morgan and the other judges were right.
āIt took me years to realize that they werenāt necessarily wrong. Itās easy for people to look at it like, āOh they messed up. They sure missed out on you.ā But looking at the video, I wasnāt great. And itās not that they were wrong. And I think thatās why it hurt so bad when I was on the show and I got kicked off and when they said really mean things to me. It hurt so bad because it was kind of true, and I think the truth hurts way more. And they were right. I hadnāt earned or developed the skills to be able to dance, to be thrown around up in the air while playing the violin. Itās really difficult.ā
Stirling took time to perfect her craft and has since made a name for herself as a performer.
āI spent a lot of time ā years ā honing this craft so that I could get back out there, could get on a stage and say now Iām ready,ā she said. āThere was a lot of hard work that needed to happen. It was a brand new skill I was trying out on āAmericaās Got Talent.āā
Although she wonāt be returning to the āAGTā stage when the āThe Championsā premieres in January, Stirling will be busy over the next year. She recently released a deluxe edition of her holiday album and is currently on a Christmas tour. Looking ahead, sheās working on new original music and writing a play. Itās all contributing to her growth as both an artist and a person.
āI think emotionally is where Iāve grown the most,ā Stirling said. āAnd I think thatās a place where we will never stop growing. And the most self-aware we become, the more you realize: Wow, I have a lot of say in how I feel about myself. I can help determine where Iām at mentally and emotionally. I donāt just have to sit in the passenger seat of my life.āā