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09/23/2009 05:12 am ET Updated Nov 17, 2011

The Balanced Life - Learn From The Past

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We all make mistakes, and have things go wrong, but one resolution I try very hard to keep is to "Learn from the past."

Many of my most significant happiness-boosting actions - large and small - have come in reaction to things that went wrong.

To take a small example: it was only after thinking hard about why I was so often crabby during lovely family vacations that I recognized the problem: I was hungry. Once I understood what had gone wrong on previous trips, I was able to come up with a solution: now I make sure to have to pack almonds and other snacks whenever I travel.

To take a large example: in college, I didn't participate in any extracurriculars - no sports, no newspaper, no drama, no singing group, no soup kitchen, no sorority. I didn't think much about it during college, but during the two years between college and law school, with more perspective, I came to regret that I hadn't been more involved. I vowed that in law school, I would take part in more extracurricular activities, and I did. Of these, the most significant was the Yale Law Journal, where I ended up being editor-in-chief - which ranks as one of the most important experiences of my whole life.

To take a medium example: I stopped drinking, more or less, because after stopping drinking during my pregnancies, I became such a lightweight that just one glass of wine had a big effect on me -- and not a good effect. Alcohol made me sharp-tongued, indiscreet, insensitive, belligerent, and sleepy. The day after a social occasion, I often felt terrible about how I'd acted. To address this, I need to start drinking more, to build up my tolerance, or less. For me, giving up alcohol most of the time -- I still have the occasional glass of something -- makes me happier.

It's hard to learn from the past, because that process means that I have to look long and hard at things in my life that didn't go right - where I failed, or was disappointed, or didn't rise to the occasion, or felt regret, guilt, or anger. And re-living that past is no fun.

It's also difficult to do. One way I "learn from the past" is to apply my Eighth Commandment to Identify the problem. What did I wish had been different about that family trip? about college? about that party the other night? When I really look carefully to identify an exact problem -- not just a vague feeling of dissatisfaction -- I often see a solution.

Whenever I do "Learn from the past," I find it very satisfying. Not only do I manage some aspect of my life more happily, but I also have the exhilarating sense of having corrected something, of having redeemed myself - yes, I'll say it, of turning lemons into lemonade.

Has there been an occasion when learning from the past allowed you to do something more happily in the present?

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